Why?

Good morning,this morning I had a bad dream that was about me and my girl friend but never mind that wasn't important.

                     I don't know what I have think now I'm very complicated now with my feeling. I have mixed feeling happy,sad,angry or been hurt. Those negative feeling I wanted to overcome it by yesterday but till now nothing changed. I have feels disappointed. I don't know what was happened to you. You made me feel such a bad feeling to you. Every mankind have to suffered through this,you suffered like you never been bitten by a mosquito and you made yourself like hell. You also can't made yourself like normal and you kept showing your suffering to others and for you that was important.Its was weird was that shows 'You' important than others or no ones were important than yourself?Ya! No Ones. How about me? When I suffered I still can hang out and can do many many things with you because I don't care myself .This shown what?Was that pained important than you? Sorry I should't said this but I only can express my feeling at here.Such a sadness I been through this whole day.By the way, now is going school time I ended at here first. Hope today goes well...